"On
the upside, Walt's daughter Diana is everything parents
dream of: a hard-eyed realist with an unwavering career
focus. But when Walt nearly dies from one weiner too many,
it's time to start re-evaluating his values and hers. A
boneheaded boyfriend, a zany cousin and a doctor with
'issues' complete the picture in this outrageous but
sweet-hearted story about fat and fatherly love. Life
sneaks up on you. That can be good." -- Alberta Theatre
Projects brochure description of The Knowing
Bird
"When I began
working on this play I had two intentions. First, I wanted
to explore the way we humans manage to reconcile the
'guilt' of doing something we know is bad for us with our
ability to go right ahead and do it anyway. My second
intention was to write a play that would appeal to a
'broader audience'. In April 2005, having nothing more
clever to say, I mumbled these same two intentions to the
cast assembled to read the first draft of the play at ATP.
Also in attendance were Vanessa Porteous who directed the
reading, and Vicki Stroich, who was listening in as a
dramaturg. Following the reading I received an email from
Vanessa that included a comment by Vicki about my
'intentions': 'Consumer guilt?? Audience appeal?? I hardly
know the guy but it's obvious: He wrote the play because he
loves his daughter.'"-- my Playwright's note from the
Alberta Theatre Projects program.
The play is
about an extremely overweight (about 400 pounds) man named
Walt, and his daughter Diana. Diana finds Walt's weight
both socially embarrassing and medically frightening. Walt
thinks Diana is shallow, self-centered and only focussed on
getting wealthy. He makes a deal with her: He'll lose 100
pounds if she goes to Italy and tries to recapture some of
her humanity.
Here's a scene from near the beginning of the play, where
Walt's doctor, Lucy, confronts Walt about his weight right
after he has had his third heart attack:
WALT: Went for a
walk today.
LUCY: That’s good.
WALT: To the... back lane.
LUCY: Uh huh.
WALT: Might seem like a short walk to you but I was
carrying a Glad bag.
LUCY: Good.
WALT: I’ve also been thinking a lot about butter.
LUCY: Uh huh.
WALT: I am definitely going to reduce my butter intake.
LUCY: Good.
WALT: I had a banana for breakfast.
LUCY: That’s good.
WALT: ...day before yesterday.
LUCY: Uh huh.
WALT: It’s hard to keep fresh fruit in the house. Goes bad.
LUCY: Uh huh.
WALT: Especially when you don’t eat it. (Pause.) Steaks, you can freeze steaks. But
anyway, the butter. My butter conviction is absolute.
LUCY: Good. Easy on the butter.
WALT: You bet.
LUCY: Butter! As if you could thwart your blooming lipids
by simply not eating butter. That’s what it all comes down
to? Butter?!
WALT: Fries...
LUCY: Listen: I’m tired. I’m tired of furniture-cracking
abominations like you waddling into my office, week after
week, day after day, whining “Oh, Doctor, I’m out of breath
all the time,” “Oh, Doctor this is my Nth heart attack.”
“Oh, doctor, when I went on your diet I started having
irregular bowel movements.” I’m sick of witnessing the
inexhaustible and festering self-pity you
oozing-buboes-whose-burst-is-imminent manage to exude. I’m
sick of watching you settle your loathsome buttocks down
upon my kind little stool, feigning helplessness while your
gargantuan asses manage to swallow the poor thing whole.
I’m sick of probing through your disgusting corpulence...
let alone considering a prognosis.
WALT: But I crave! I crave!
LUCY: In addition to your cardiovascular meltdown, you’re
verging on type-two diabetes!
WALT: I am?
LUCY: Have you noticed any numbness in your feet?
WALT: Yeah...
LUCY: Likely diabetes... Well, don’t worry, amputation
isn’t quite as horrible as it used to be.
WALT: Amputation? What ampu—
LUCY: How’s your vision? A little blurry sometimes?
WALT: Some... sometimes...
LUCY: That’s the blood sugar attacking the small blood
vessels of the retina. When they rupture and start bleeding
into your eyeballs then—
WALT: —Rupture—
LUCY: —Course the blurriness might not be diabetes. Could
be a pseudotumor...
WALT: What’s a—
LUCY: Abdominal fat pressing down on your heart and lungs
also puts pressure on the vein returning blood from your
brain. You’d really get a sense of the kind of weight your
heart and lungs are under if we hung you upside down for a
couple of hours. Would you like to try it?
WALT: N... no...
LUCY: It’s not a widely recognized therapy.
(Pause.)
You know what I’m going to
do? I’m going to write you a prescription.
WALT: (Optimistically:)
Oh, great!
LUCY: For a Great Big Bottle...
WALT: (Curious, as
well as optimistic:) A big bottle! Of what?
LUCY: Sleeping pills.
WALT: Sleeping pills...
LUCY: (Writing a
prescription.) I
think this should be enough but God only knows with someone
your size.
WALT: What do you mean... enough? You think... you think I
should— !
LUCY: Why not?
WALT: Well, because... because... I don’t want to die!
LUCY: Oh the hell you don’t!! (Handing him the
prescription.) This’ll get things over in a jiff.
WALT: And... you’re a doctor!
LUCY: And... as a doctor I guarantee, I guarantee you’ll be
dead within the next six months anyway!
WALT: You’re... serious? (She throws his medical file down and
flops into her chair; a grand gesture of incredulity and
exasperation.) I
know I’m a little overweight...
LUCY: You are morbidly obese.
WALT: I could stand to lose a few...
LUCY: You’re not listening to me are you?
WALT: Sure...
LUCY: You ignore everything I have to say but still keep
searching for the miracle diet, the miracle exercise
machine.
WALT: I was going to ask you about this one where you hook
yourself up to these electrodes, and you exercise while
you’re sleeping...
LUCY: I can’t go on with this... you know? I should have
written that prescription for me. It’s just what I need: a
sweet peaceful soporific demise...
WALT: Pardon...
LUCY: Except that’s not my style. If I’m going to do it I’m
going to go down in a bloodied flourish, with you, the
oleaginous instigator, right here in the room. Maybe seeing
pale death first hand is the only way you’ll learn...
(She grabs a
scalpel from a drawer, holds it up.)
WALT: What...? …are you—?
LUCY: Do me a favour: Spread the word to your fellow
fatties what you’ve seen and heard here today: The first of
many doctors finally gives up!
(She pulls
up her sleeves, draws the scalpel across both her wrists,
quickly, expertly. WALT lunges to stop her, but can’t.
Blood gushes.)
WALT: No, don’t do that! (She collapses.)
NO! Nurse! ...no...
Someone! (He tries
to help her.) NURSE! (Stumbling to the door.)
NURSE!! IS THERE A NURSE in
this clinic?!! (While WALT panics, LUCY slowly sits
up. WALT turns, sees her and starts.)
LUCY: My nine year old’s Doctor Kit. See.
(She holds up the
scalpel.) Squirts
“blood”. (She
squeezes the scalpel, squirts him in the face. Slight
pause.)
WALT: You’re serious about me dying, though?
(Pause.)
LUCY: Unbelievable.